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I wake up, the alarm goes off - 7:10. I hit the snooze button, 7 more minutes of slumber. In seven minutes time, I am sliding out of my bed, onto the floor, into a puddling mass of subconsciousness. I can't hear, I can't feel anything, but I can see all of these half-greyscale and half-technicolor visions, photographs of memories overlapping one another, in a slideshow in the back of my head. I feel weightless yet extremely tied down, almost as if I've sunken into the floor, yes! I've sunken through the cold tiles in the floor, through the cement, through the plaster, through the paint, through the steel onto a carpet. I'm staring at the threads of this carpet, facedown, every microscopic fiber harasses my corneas, upside down and flipped back up to present themselves in kaleidoscopic spirals in my view pane. All of a sudden There's something slithering across my fingertips, something warm and soft, not slithering, no, but cradling, yes cradling my fingers, my hands. This solid warmth engulfs my whole body, and I'm encased in this heat, this feeling of love. I'm rocking back and forth and back and forth and I sway under a canopy of colour, I look up into this sky and there are eyes, blue and hazel and green and all other shades, watching me, watching me breath and sleep and they watch me with this warmth, this heat. Their eyes are prying, staring too far past a boundary, my boundaries, judging, picking, poking, at this warmth. This warmth placed it's cool metal band on my left hand and they stare and they stare, is it real? Does she know what that means? They ask these questions with their unfaltering gazes and judge, and so I hide. I hide my warmth and my silver band in my pocket, and they stop staring. Slowly it feels as though I'm lifted up, up, up, into a darkened cavern, there's a light at the end of this tunnel and I'm floating towards it, and the warmth engulfs me again as the light comes closer, brighter, and then overtakes all of my senses. I smell vanilla and salt, apple blossoms and sweat, and I feel soft, tendrils on my face. All of a sudden there's a blaring, pulsating sound, a raging, booming sound in my ears, in my body, in my mind. It throbs in my brain, it chases me out of my own subconscious and my eyes fly open... and I hit the alarm clock: off. I look up and feel the warmth again, only this time he's there, my warmth, my sunshine, and slowly I slide, slide back down, and take the journey again.
posted by Kasey @ 9/23/2005 09:07:00 AM
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NIce description of the liminal state.
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